Feelings

You know when you are overcome by a sinful emotion in response to a situation you can't control...when your natural reaction to finding something out or seeing something is just sinful and painful...and so often (at least for women) not rational. Some things just hurt...an emotion that just stings...like jealousy or regret. I hate knowing what I'm feeling is sin. That it is so not of God but you can't control it...and then being convicted for feeling it. It just feels yucky. I feel like my spirit is all gunked up with things I know better than to feel...lessons I have already learned and should be over feeling. But like a lost puppy...here it is again. UGH. Why can't I be passed this?