It Is What It Is

You know how in a relationship when someone else is not doing what you think is right, they are difficult to talk to?  I feel like that right now with Jesus.  I hate it...
I have been praying about something since November...seriously, praying...fasting and praying.  A specific provision for maybe the best person I know...and He hasn't provided it, yet.  I feel like all I really have to say to Him anymore is "please, God, please."  I know that He is with me, and I see His presence in the situation but still...He hasn't changed the circumstance. 
I am trying to understand our relationship right now...it is like a marriage when you aren't necessarily fighting but not really connecting either...seeing someone everyday and still missing them...maintaining a relationship with the intimacy.  I want to scream because I feel so disconnected from my life source, but I also feel like it is His fault.
How do I move on with my Savior...even as He still doesn't provide?